oh hello world. (:

2009-03-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

images ?

http://www.feelvacation.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/08/photo_lg_finland.jpg
http://www.wayfaring.info/wp-content/uploads/2009/02/cape_town1.jpg
http://www.wayfaring.info/wp-content/uploads/2009/02/navy-pier-chicago-illinois.jpg
http://www.wayfaring.info/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/sugarloaftourphoto.jpg
http://www.wayfaring.info/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/costa_rica1.jpg
http://images.inmagine.com/img/designpics/dp062/dp1813162.jpg
http://images.channels.nl/images/hotel/org/128/1283157.jpg
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/f/ff/Coat_of_Arms_of_Latvia.svg/754px-Coat_of_Arms_of_Latvia.svg.png

don't mind these, i just need to put these links somewhere.

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2009-03-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

8:07 am

Wow, well my 'being early' streak st school now ended. oh well. LOl; oh boy, today we have so many tests. Like first, we have a push up or pull up test, and then a computer test, it's like, FXCK man. tests = lameeee.

breaking outta' my shell ;

2009-03-23T13:42:00.000-07:00

1:42 pm

ohgawdddd, finally i'm getting out of my shell. hell to the yeah ! lmao ; weeeell, now i'm getting used to things, && everything's just going great. sahweeet. :D

...

2009-03-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

7:14 am

wow, today i was late to class ... yet again. fuck, this is getting way annoying.

before that

2009-03-19T14:50:00.000-07:00

2:51 pm

WAIT, before that, check out my mad photo skills. lmao ; well, my skills.

oooo

2009-03-19T14:42:00.000-07:00

2:44 pm

grr; i'm soooo bored. oh oh, in this program called alice, i made a mini sequel. care to check it out ? (:

coming soon. (:

ze quiet one

2009-03-19T13:25:00.000-07:00

12:26

Wow, today was hella fun. lmao; well, we took lots of pictures & stuff, but the main thing that concerns me is that a lot of people label me as the quiet one. I mean like, I know it's not that much of a bad thing, but sometimes I guess I feel so left out. I guess it takes a long time for me to get used to some people. I so wish I was more enthusiastic. Or whatever you call it. Grr; well, my teacher's coming, so later;

sigh/

2009-03-17T14:16:00.000-07:00

2:16 pm

Wow, this week has been tough. Yesterday was literally the worst day ever. kay, like first of all, i wasn't ready at all, i forgot my homework and p.e. clothes, i got in major trouble with my parents, yet again, and ohemgee, it's so stressful. fxck, sometimes i just wish that i can have a time machine or something.now i can only pray so that things would get better. so like, now, well, i got to prove myself to my parents. there are certain situations going on, and apparently one of them sees me not in a good way. now i'm in class. i just finished my work. Apparently I was early. Who knew paying attention would pay off? lmao ; blond moment. So anyways, this week is going to be so tough. I hope I survive. Wow, now that i think about it, my life has been hell ever since 2009. What a great way to start the new year huh ? grr. so much for my resolutions.

save the world

2009-03-12T13:55:00.000-07:00

1:55 pm

click click click click ; I SAID CLICK GODDAMIT.

^ lmao, just kidding. (: but seriously, click. it's awesome. well, ideekay; it speaks out to people. check it out. ;]

2009-03-12T13:41:00.000-07:00

1:42

lmao; wow, our teacher locked all of our computers, but i restarted mine so i'm free! haha. :]] well today wasn't that bad. In 2nd period, our counselors talked about stuff that relate to graduating and yeah, and then in 4th period we went hiking AGAIN, & in 6th period, weeeeell, we're doing things with these card thingys. ohgawddd, it's so boring. i'ma go on AIM, shxt. [;

2009-03-05T14:53:00.000-08:00

2:55 pm oh, and yay, it's finally march ! weeee(: !!

grrrreat ..

2009-03-05T14:47:00.000-08:00

2:54 pm

wow, today was like, awesomeeee ! (: well, sort of. so first, i got to school like, early. i got all of my usual snacks i get for nutrition in the morning. & then, for 2nd period, we did this personality test thingy, and apparently i got this care giver thing. i was like, ohfayum; most of the things on it were correct tho. anywaho, then for 4th period we did this mile test. i got like, 10 minutes. then in 6th period, well, now, things are going alright. sort of. my teacher;s still on to me tho. grr ; & i think i made like, a lot of new best friends of some sort. i guess. i hope i can trust them. well, that's it for now. laters. oh, and to the uhm, NuP people, sorry i haven't logged in in a while. I'm currently grounded, soooo yeah. FIN. :D

2009-02-26T14:07:00.000-08:00

2:07 pm

ohdayum; this class is sooooo boring. damnit ! now we're learning math again. RAWR !

hello again. (:

2009-02-26T13:21:00.000-08:00

1:22 pm

Wow, I haven't updated this in like, such a long time. Grr ! My life is now .... pathetic. So many horrible things happened. Well, to start things off, I am grounded for life. Like, literally. Second, I don't have internet access, I don't have my laptop, my psp, or my phone anymore, and now I can't even stay home alone anymore, it's like what the fxck !? lmao ; so anyways, school's going okayy. My grades are slipping, and slowly rising. Also, now I'm making more and more friends.(: weeeell, learning to trust new people. LOl<333'. & now, at least things are getting better with my parents. Thankfully. & well, yeah, now there's a project due tomorrow for hise, and it's like OMG. we only had like, 3days. GRR ; so yeah, uhm, scott's coming, so i'm out. laters. :D

haven't updated this in a while

2009-01-30T20:40:00.000-08:00

wow, i haven't updated this in a while. O.o LOl ; ohwells. (: so yeah, today was fun. :]] for 1st period, we had to take notes. -.- but like, we mostly goofed off & ate. ;] & then for nutrition, things were okayy, just a little fast. >.< lmao ; & then 3rd period came, & dayum we were laughing sooooo much. OHMAHGAWD. i'm was so effin'hyper today. haha. & then lunch came. & it was the shizz. [[; haha, i was playing around soo much. grr ; but my camera keychain broke. :C but it was worth it i guess. XD & then 5th came, and omg, i fell asleep for like, 4 minutes, had a small dream, and then like, the sub. caught me, and i was like, ohSHXT. haha, cindy was laughing cos' i was like, all white when i got up. i was like, wtfckk?! lmao(:. & then now, i'm just playing on the computer. weeee. ttyl, i'm out. O130O9O844PM.

adsadas

2009-01-05T13:34:00.000-08:00

1:34 pm

ohmah'gawd, i'm stressing out so much about this book thingy. i need it NOW. !!! T_______T i mean like, i can't finish the whole thing in 5 days, that's crazy!! i don't wanna go back to school; mwaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. :((((

oog

2009-01-05T12:39:00.000-08:00

12:40 pm

ohemgee; it's 2009 already. grr, but right now i'm just scared for school ; cause like, well, i have this book report due, and like, yeah, i didn't even start, and we have to like, describe each portion in full detail. I'm like.... O_O holy fudge ! lmao, so yeah, but at least i get to see everyone again. i'm so gonna miss not being in school. gaaaaah, and right now i'm just so down. his negative mood affected mine; it's like he doesn't even care about me anymore; so i'm like, wtf? stop being a bitch. then he says i'm sorry, but like, omg, if that happens again i'm just gonna tell him off. grr. RAWR! FUDGINGWABAFEETTT!!! >.< !!

las vegas turnaround

2009-01-01T16:55:00.000-08:00

4:56 pm

grr, my mom said that we're going to vegas tomorrow, but like, it's my dad's weekend, so like, i don't know if he'll let me go. I was like, but but ... -___________- '' yeah, so now i'ma try to convince him to let me go; hmm, who knows what can happen in vegas ? haha, i'm just excited for the pools and stuff. haha, well, that's it for now. mood: full. >.<''

oh, and i got a gift

2009-01-01T13:15:00.000-08:00

1:15 pm

oh oh, & i also got some more gifts ! :D From my aunt. She gave me this binder that looks like a shirt [it has a zipper], and she also gave me this digital photo key chain, where I can like, upload photos from my camera into that thing, so i'm like, OMG, yay ! And she also gave me a big cookie ! :D hahaha, it's a snowman, and like, yeah. Weeee ! =]

new years ain't so bad

2009-01-01T13:06:00.000-08:00

1:06 pm

Well, yeah, this isn't that bad. I mean like, well, I was watching tv till 3 am, then I fell asleep on the couch, woke up and went to the room, and then for like, the morning, there was a huge feast ! :D Well, there was pork, lumpia, bbq, rice, and yeah. I'm so full. I've come to realize that I really have to organize my life. I have to balance out play time with homework time, and talking time and yeah. This is definitely not going to be easy, but I'ma try and do the best I can. So much to be done, with so little time ...

what a new year

2009-01-01T01:37:00.000-08:00

1:37 am

Yeah, apparently this new year wasn't as exciting as the last one. I drank like, 2 or 3 glasses of apple cider straight, but yeah, it really had no effect on me. So I'm kind of bummed about it. Also, my friend asked if he can rush into the next step, but I don't think I'm ready, and it's so awkward, but I guess there's a first for everything right? My stomach hurts right now. The apple cider ... ugh. And now my mother's angry at me for talking on the phone so much. Grr, what to do...? But yeah, HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :) I wonder how 09's gonna be. :D

sad that i can't see him

2008-12-31T20:18:00.000-08:00

8:37 pm

Sigh, I feel a bit sad now. I feel sad cause like, there's really no way to see my friends. I mean, it's been so long. And i have so much homework ! Ugh. >.< !!

we have apple cider!

2008-12-31T17:53:00.000-08:00

5:53

OMG; my mom just told me that we have apple cider! YES! YAY!!! :DDD Haha, now I can chug as much as I can until I get like, hyper. Omg, I can't wait. Hahaha. &&Happy New Years Eve. ;D

just had a walk

2008-12-31T17:20:00.000-08:00

5:26 pm
Just a few minutes ago, I took a nice long walk by myself. I just went around the neighborhood, for about like, 30 or 20 minutes? To like, distract myself, I started calling people. First I called one of my loves, but he was busy, so then I left one of my old classmates a voice mail saying happy new year, then I called one of my best friends, gabie ! :D haha, so we talked for about 10minutes, then after that my mom came. -.- I was like, awww fudge ! So yeah, this is the first time I actually took a walk outside during winter break. I was like, wow, I should do that more often. I so loved looking at the sky & watching the sunset. Too bad it's to dark now. I also loved listening to the birds, and having so much privacy. It felt so ... ah. XD Lmao, well, that's all I gotta say for now, ttyl ~

omg, it's almost 09!

2008-12-31T16:06:00.000-08:00

4:10 pm

ohemmgee; i'm so excited for 09'. If my mom's able to get some apple cider, then i'm going to chug as much as i can ! :D haha, it's a little tradition I came up with, but yeah, whatever. I don't think I'm going to any parties this year, too bad. >.< Haha, but at least I'm gonna be on the computer for a long long time. ;D &I get to talk to so many people. Haha, yay. :D What else ... hmm, nothing else to say, except for HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE ! :D

all better now :D

2008-12-31T12:45:00.000-08:00

12:45 pm
haha, now i'm all better. My mood lifted, and so did my spirit. :D So yeah, this isn't much of a post, but just letting you all know how I feel. ;DD

down & blue ; for now at least

2008-12-31T11:32:00.001-08:00

11:32 am

Hello my fellow bloggers. Yes, I made a new account; so anyways, back on the real post. Right now I just feel like crap. I'm so sad and down. Yes, it involves my special friend. Last night, I was so tired that I just threw myself on the bed, and fell asleep. My special friend called me 10 times, but my phone was dead. He claimed that he was gonna' tell me something good, he stayed up till 1:30 am waiting for me to call back; but i was sleeping. So then, when I woke up, I was like, OH MY GOD?! I called him back as soon as possible, and left him a voicemail saying how sorry i was. Then later on he called me back, then i asked "what happened last night?", then he said "nothing, i'll just tell you when we go back." I was like, OMG, why?! So now, he says that he feels whatever I feel, and that I should feel good, but like, why can't I even have my own feelings? Why can't I feel what I want to feel without having someone bugging me about it? Is it so wrong to feel bad?

WHY CAN'T I DO WHAT I WANNA DO?!

coming soon. ((:

2008-12-29T13:48:00.001-08:00

yeah, coming soon. <333